Sunday, November 30, 2008

where do we go from here?

As I mentioned in one of my blog entries earlier, it's time to shut down this blog.

Otherwise, I fear that this blog will die a natural death. I fear that it will just fade away and soon enough, it will be some kind of relic, a forlorn reminder of what my life was like at one point.

I fear that I have long lost the drive to put my thoughts into words. Writing is hard work and I just don't feel that I'm up to it anymore. Plus, the new job is just too taxing, too draining, and too energy-sapping. At the end of every work day, I don't have anything else to give. And some of the stuff and shit that I had to go through are not making it any easier.

I started out back in 2004 and it's been a long journey. I'm glad to have known some very nice people and some not-very-nice people. I made some great friends too. I've learned a lot of things about friendship and loyalty. I went through enough shit to last me five lifetimes and boy, it's been a catalogue of highs and lows. Some were not terribly dignified, but that's OK too because the main thing is to learn from the lessons of life.

At the risk of sounding a little Obama-esque, I do think that it is time for change. This is my 800th entry, and this blog will be no more. I suppose I could, should continue but it's not going to accomplish anything or serve any purpose. It can be a dreadfully brutal world, blogosphere, and I'm not sure if I can stomach it all. So I've decided to step back and maybe do other stuff, you know. It's time to move on, or at least do things differently.

It was fun while it lasted, and it was a great therapy. But for now, my head and my heart are just not the right places at the moment, so it's time to say goodbye.

From now on, the cyber version of me will only exist in Facebook. That is where I now conduct a small part of my life, and you can look me up if you feel like (although I must tell you that I'm not a big fan of superpoke this or pillow-fight that).

I will continue to write about people and things which I care about - my daughter, my family, my feelings, my hopes, dreams, fears - but it's going to be in a somewhat restricted realm. I still want to write and record my memories of the past; where I'd been, my happy places, all the memories which have remained stubbornly lodged in my head. I need to figure out where I am now, where I'm headed and all the stuff I want to do in life.

Thank you for your support, and thank you for the memories.

I'll see you around, folks.

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Saturday, November 29, 2008

birthday (part 2)

I turned 36 recently, and I feel fine. I mean, it feels a little crazy to be this old but I feel fine and strangely contented.

Or maybe it's just ambivalence. Four years to 40, and I'm not sure what I can look forward to. More money? Success? Good health? The lads were joking the other day that when you find yourself on the wrong side of 30, all you can expect is a pair of sagging man-breasts and an annual medical check-up courtesy of the good organisation.

While I worry about my job and about what I'll do in the future, at least I still have a job which pays the bills and put food on the table. I do fret a little bit about not having any kind of useful skill at work, but I guess I'll work something out.

The current job is challenging, and it can get a little overwhelming at times. Unlike some people, I'm not a genius or a miracle worker, so I really have to work my ass off to get things done. But relative to everything else, work is easy. It's the politics which I loathe, where there are too many self-absorbed people doing too little work, yet tripping all over themselves while jostling for credit, airtime and facetime.

Sometimes I have this niggly feeling that maybe I could have accomplished more in life, personally and professionally. Maybe the problem is simply me not knowing what I really want in life. Hence the feeling that I haven't fulfilled your true potential or haven't found my true calling or whatever it is.

Still, I don't want to complain too much because it's easy to forget Allah's many blessings. It's easy to whine and want more, and then blame others when things don't work out. I try not to forget that in the final analysis, I'm still luckier than most people.

I don't know what the future holds, but I'm feeling rather optimistic. I think in the end, it'll all be alright. If nothing else, I can draw comfort from knowing that my biggest accomplishment in life is my daughter, Erja. And you only need to spend a few minutes with her to understand why.

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lazy

A lazy weekend, sandwiched between back-to-back events.

Watched:
  1. TROPIC THUNDER
    (Ben Stiller, Jack Black, Robert Downey Jr., et al)
    Not bad, but not terribly clever either. But it has its moments.

  2. INDIANA JONES 4: THE KINGDOM OF THE CRYSTAL SKULL
    (Harrison Ford, Cate Blanchett, Shia LaBeouf, et al)
    Too slow for an Indiana Jones movie. Could be better. Much, much better.
Next will be THE MUMMY 3: TOMB OF THE DRAGON EMPEROR.
Hopefully it'll be better than Indiana Jones.

After that it's back to packing for the season's 3rd round of Istana Kuda Keemasan (5th overall). Oh happy days!

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Friday, November 28, 2008

no, I will not

I will not allow myself to be dragged into a pointless argument, and no amount of provocation will make me retaliate.

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Thursday, November 27, 2008

birthday (part 1)

Thank you Kak Lini :)

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Monday, November 24, 2008

a slice of Gibran (16): self knowledge

And a man said, "Speak to us of Self-Knowledge."

And he answered, saying:
Your hearts know in silence the secrets of the days and the nights.
But your ears thirst for the sound of your heart's knowledge.
You would know in words that which you have always know in thought.
You would touch with your fingers the naked body of your dreams.
And it is well you should.
The hidden well-spring of your soul must needs rise and run murmuring to the sea;
And the treasure of your infinite depths would be revealed to your eyes.
But let there be no scales to weigh your unknown treasure;
And seek not the depths of your knowledge with staff or sounding line.
For self is a sea boundless and measureless.

Say not, "I have found the truth," but rather, "I have found a truth."
Say not, "I have found the path of the soul."
Say rather, "I have met the soul walking upon my path."
For the soul walks upon all paths.
The soul walks not upon a line, neither does it grow like a reed.
The soul unfolds itself, like a lotus of countless petals.

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Sunday, November 23, 2008

the rules (16)

No talking at the urinal.

source: Esquire The Rules: A Man's Guide to Life 3rd Edition 2008, published by Hearst Books

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Saturday, November 22, 2008

a slice of Gibran (14): reason and passion

And the priestess spoke again and said: "Speak to us of Reason and Passion."

And he answered saying:

Your soul is oftentimes a battlefield, upon which your reason and your judgment wage war against passion and your appetite.
Would that I could be the peacemaker in your soul, that I might turn the discord and the rivalry of your elements into oneness and melody.
But how shall I, unless you yourselves be also the peacemakers, nay, the lovers of all your elements?

Your reason and your passion are the rudder and the sails of your seafaring soul.
If either your sails or our rudder be broken, you can but toss and drift,
or else be held at a standstill in mid-seas.
For reason, ruling alone, is a force confining; and passion, unattended,
is a flame that burns to its own destruction.
Therefore let your soul exalt your reason to the height of passion; that it may sing;
And let it direct your passion with reason,
that your passion may live through its own daily resurrection,
and like the phoenix rise above its own ashes.
I would have you consider your judgment and your appetite
even as you would two loved guests in your house.
Surely you would not honour one guest above the other;
for he who is more mindful of one loses the love and the faith of both.

Among the hills, when you sit in the cool shade of the white poplars,
sharing the peace and serenity of distant fields and meadows -
then let your heart say in silence, "God rests in reason."
And when the storm comes, and the mighty wind shakes the forest,
and thunder and lightning proclaim the majesty of the sky, -
then let your heart say in awe, "God moves in passion."

And since you are a breath In God's sphere, and a leaf in God's forest,
you too should rest in reason and move in passion.

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Friday, November 21, 2008

masih lagi Shah Rukh Khan!

1.

The state of Melaka apparently will postpone the ceremony for Darjah-Darjah Kebesaran conferment because - wait for it - Datuk Shah Rukh Khan cannot make it. Some people are miffed and accused Datuk SRK as being a *toot* who deserves to be *toot* because he *toot*toot*toot* and can't be arsed to attend at the ceremony.

But I think that's harsh. We must understand that Datuk Shah Rukh Khan is not Saiful Apek. Datuk SRK is a Mega Superstar and he's busy doing whatever Mega Superstars do. He is certainly more famous than Mawi, so we can't expect him to just fly to KLIA and take a teksi sapu to Melaka to receive the award.

I don't understand why people are so angry. We should be thankful that Datuk Shah Rukh Khan promoted Melaka in one of his films. For all his efforts, he deserves the Datukship. In fact, I think the nice people of Melaka should consider making Shah Rukh Khan the new Sultan Melaka, since they don't really have one at the moment.

I know you would argue that Sean Connery and Catherine Zeta-Jones also deserve the same thing for their role in promoting Malaysia and the PETRONAS Twin Towers in 'Entrapment'. But you must understand that Sean Connery is Scottish and Zeta-Jones is Welsh. Scotland and Wales are part of Great Britain, which was once upon a time known as The British Empire.

I know Zeta-Jones is hot and everything, but have you forgotten how The British Empire colonised us and took our rubber and tin and other riches back to London? Have you forgotten how they made us call them 'Tuan' and all that? Repent my brothers and sisters!!! Do I need to wave a keris before your very eyes before you realise that? The government should confiscate your passport and maybe revoke your citizenship!!!

Datuk Shah Rukh Khan, on the other hand, is from India. As you know, India was our fellow British colony until its independence in 1947. So we must unite in the spirit of brotherhood, unity, camaraderie, bla bla bla. Damn the British, damn their eyes, damn their wooly socks, damn their ridiculous accent, damn their stiff upper lip!!! (Although we love the English Premier League, we really do. And Keira Knightley. And Kate Winslet. And Oxford Street. And crumpets. And jam butties.)

2.

In the news today: Finally, at long last, etc., we received confirmation of the non-news of the year which is *cue dramatic music* Shahrizat will challenge Rafidah the Iron Lady for the Wanita UMNO Chief seat.

Well, good luck to both of them. I don't reckon there'll be a tarik rambut or shouting match, but we can expect a pretty entertaining slugfest leading to the perhimpunan and pemilihan.

3.

Also in the news today: Razak Baginda finally, at long last, etc., confirmed that Deputy Prime Minister, Datuk Seri Najib Razak has never met the late Altantunya and they didn't know each other.

That's a huge relief. Can we all go back to our normal lives now?

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Wednesday, November 19, 2008

20 of Your Most Hated Cliches

As alerted by Her Tutiness.

According to an online survey, cliches like "at the end of the day", "24/7" and "literally" are among the most reviled. Here are 20 more that particularly irk Magazine readers.
  1. My vote for most irritating cliche has to be "basically". I even manage to irritate myself by using it, although I do try not to.
    AS, Salford, England

  2. A few minutes ago I said "basically" was the most irritating cliche. I've changed my mind: "To be fair" is the most awful thing anybody can ever say, particularly since it is invariably followed by a biased and utterly unfair comment.
    Ian, Sheffield

  3. My most hated expression has to be "to be honest". What does it mean? Are you normally dishonest then? To my shame you might even catch me saying it.
    John Airey, Peterborough

  4. It has to be "going forward", used by business people/politicians, as in: "Going forward, we need to do...X." Since time is irreversible, it's totally unnecessary. No one experiences life "going backward"
    Alex Brodie, London

  5. As far as irritating cliches go, the phrase "the fact of the matter is" must top the list. The fact of the matter is, that it rarely is the actual fact of the matter. It is usually just the speaker's own opinion.
    C Starkey, London

  6. Overused cliches I dislike are "let's face it" and "let's be honest".
    Clive, Nottingham

  7. The worse cliche I hear is "touch base". If anyone knows where that came from please let me know so I can go back in a time machine and stop it from ever being said. I have a feeling it was a 1980s invention.
    Hazel, Notts

  8. I was looking at your well-worn phrases and although "at the end of the day" is a bad one, I absolutely detest anyone saying "110%" or "150%" or any other variant. It is 100% and nothing more. You can't get more than a whole. I'm glad I got that off my chest...
    Par, Dundee

  9. My old boss used to tell us that everything was "in the pipeline". One disgruntled staff member commented that this pipeline seemed to be a very long and very clogged-up sewer.
    Al, Wellington NZ

  10. The phrase I hate is "the reason being". Particularly when used by people who are trying to sound educated. They invariably show off their lack of education with the next phrase.
    Alex Knob, UK

  11. "I'm not being funny but..." is one of THE most annoying things that a person can say, and is usually followed by a highly irritating and officious remark.
    Rosie Spectacle, Tunbridge Wells, UK

  12. Beginning a sentence with "You know" is another one, especially popular with sportsmen such as David Beckham. Please make these and other irritating cliches illegal.
    Rosie Spectacle, Tunbridge Wells, UK

  13. I hate, hate, hate it when people invite me to "touch base" with them at a later date. Or how about when someone announces that they'll have made a decision "by the end of play today"?
    Kristian Turner, Cambridge

  14. However, possibly the most annoying of all cliches must be when those misguided amongst us declare the importance of "singing from the same hymn sheet". "Go do one", I say...
    Kristian Turner, Cambridge

  15. "Can't get my head round it" - a ridiculous thing to say!
    Kay Rhodes, Sutton Coldfield, UK

  16. Cliches to hate: 1) Basically 2) A raft of proposals...
    Steve Barnett, Sunderland

  17. ... and To roll out (new initiatives etc).
    Steve Barnett, Sunderland

  18. "Don't just talk the talk, you got to walk the talk". How annoying is that?
    Richard Bridges, Barnet

  19. "Lessons will be learned". Most pointless and annoying cliche ever.
    Laura Albins, Ipswich

  20. The use of the word "actually". I find it so annoying when listening to reports on the Today programme that I end up "actually" counting the times the word is used.
    Peter McGregor, Dunblane
Source: http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/uk_news/magazine/7733264.stm

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Monday, November 17, 2008

transition (5): Wanita

The story about Wanita UMNO is much less complicated compared with their lelaki counterparts:
  1. Rafidah wants to remain as Wanita Head maybe until 2009 and then only the 'power transition' will take place. So she doesn't want the top Wanita post to be contested in March 2009.
  2. It doesn't really make sense, but since when things really make sense in the weird world of UMNO?
  3. Shahrizat, the current Deputy, was initially malu-malu itik serati about going for the top post and challenging her boss. She's known as a long-time Rafidah loyalist.
  4. Now that she's received enough nominations and perhaps also the right signals from the right, urm, 'corners', Shahrizat is having 2nd thoughts. She now thinks maybe she should go for the top post.
  5. Rafidah is really, really, really (and I mean REALLY) pissed off, but then again you don't expect a different reaction from her.
I don't really know who Rafidah's allies really are in UMNO. It used to be the good Tun, but then Rafidah shat on Tun after he stepped down as Prime Minister. Not everyone in Wanita is a big fan of Rafidah and many are feeling that it's time for a change.

Rafidah was understandably miffed when she was dropped from the cabinet line-up post PRU-12 while Shahrizat was made Special Adviser to the Prime Minister. It was a clear signal from Pak Lah, telling Rafidah to bugger off but we all know that Rafidah is one feisty lady who will fight to the bitter end.

My prediction:
Rafidah is a spent force, and she will be kicked into touch. It will happen in March 2009. But the terrible truth is, it doesn't make a damn difference whether the Wanita Chief seat goes to Rafidah or Shahrizat or Siti Nurhaliza.

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Sunday, November 16, 2008

transition (4): Youth

Things you need to know about the race for UMNO Youth Chief post:
  1. There are 3 candidates vying for the post viz. Mukhriz Mahathir, Khir Toyo and KJ.
  2. Probably only one candidate can claim to be youthful (KJ).
  3. Realistically speaking, this is a straight fight between Mukhriz and KJ.
  4. As far as Khir Toyo's ambition is concerned, the fat lady is already well into her 5th arias.
  5. Re Mukhriz vs KJ: only the daftest of observers would disagree that it is really a proxy contest. In one corner a wily old fox who refuses to go away; in another corner, a sleepy old fox who's been humiliated by his own hyiena-like constituents.
My theory is that Khir Toyo is nothing but a "pecah undi" pawn, and he will pull out of the race probably around January 2009. He'll probably say that he's doing it as a sacrifice for the party he loves, to close ranks, bla bla bla. He knows damn well that he is a king maker of sorts. For both Mukhriz and KJ, the real battle is not about convincing the delegates to vote correctly, but to persuade Khir (and by extension, his fairly sizable support base) to switch over.

So, wither Khir Toyo? According to the not-so-mainstream media, Khir and KJ are never on good terms - not after KJ apparently spent the best part of the last couple of years trying to destroy Khir using the media. So I don't see any alliance taking place.

A pact between Khir and Mukhriz is more plausible. Although it is unlikely that the two lads hang out at the same karaoke place, we know that Khir probably owe it to Mukhriz's Dad for his rise in national politics when Dr Mahathir picked the Doktor Gigi out of nowhere to become Selangor Menteri Besar. Many facelifts and tempe-eating sessions later, Khir is not about to forget that. Or rather, he won't be allowed to forget that. After all, this is UMNO we are talking about. I scratch your back, you scratch my bum.

It's not looking good for the Rembau Warrior, although I don't want to write him off completely. He can still pull off an upset, but the odds are pretty long especially with his Daddy-in-law retiring soon.

My prediction: Mukhriz will win, but it will be a very close contest right down to the last peti undi.

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Saturday, November 15, 2008

transition (3): Vice Presidency

The race for 3 Vice Presidents seats is probably the most meriah with the likes of Hishamuddin Tun Hussein, Zahid Hamidi, Shafie Afdal, Khaled Nordin, Syed Hamid Albar, Isa Samad, Jamaluddin Jarjis and Rais Yatim all fancying their chances.

Deputy Presidency candidate Mat Taib said that this is healthy for the party, which is a bit like saying "the sky is blue" or "the grass is green" or "Elton John is gay."

The most hilarious part is, of course, the fact that it took Mat Taib (and UMNO as a whole) that competition is healthy.

I'm not sure who has dropped out of the race, but Hishamuddin (better known in alternative media as 'Kerismudin') appears to lead the pack. Zahid Hamidi is said to have an excellent chance to win because "his Dad is religious" (whatever that means) but he will probably need to attend some English lessons before he can be certified fully fit for governance (although to be fair to Zahid, fractured English and poor language proficiency is really an UMNO-wide problem).

Shafie Afdal is relatively unknown, so it' a surprise that he came 3rd at the nomination stage. Ditto for Khaled Nordin who came 4th. The odds are now stacked against Syed Hamid Albar, no thanks to his recent gaffes re ISA cases. But he's an UMNO loyalist and could still be picked as a Supreme Council member. I don't think Isa Samad will be successful in making a comeback (just look at Rahim Tamby Chik) while I'm not sure if UMNO members regard JJ that highly. Rais Yatim's bid will not be successful - perceptions aside, he is too much of a gentleman to play in the dog-eat-dog game of UMNO elections.

In conclusion:
So many to choose from, yet the choices are actually pretty limited. None really stand out, and none has really done anything for the nation and rakyat.

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transition (2): Deputy Presidency

The 3-horse race for UMNO Deputy Presidency is probably the most intriguing of the lot. When I say 'intriguing', I was actually trying to be nice because it really is a no-contest and it will be a huge upset if Muhyidin Yassin doesn't run away with this one. This is probably going to be the most boring bit of the Pemilihan and it makes making tosai positively more riveting.

It's true that Ali Rustam and Muhammad Taib have made significant progress in the last couple of weeks. Apparently, they are both more popular among the party grassroots compared to Muhyidin, and they could well secure the lion share of the 2,500 delegates voting at the assembly.

Muhyiddin's somewhat aloof demeanour could work against him, but UMNO members would be daft not to pick Muhyidin. I don't necessarily think Ali Rustam and Mat Taib have the charisma and intellectual heft to carry the title of Deputy Prime Minister. Plus Muhyidin has pretty much done his job well minus the hoo-ha, while Ali is known mainly as the man who gave a Datukship to Shah Rukh Khan while turning Melaka Bandaraya Bersejarah into a toilet.

As for Mat Taib, remember the fiasco all those years ago? Australia. Money. Cash. Loads of cash. Briefcase. We won't forget any of that anytime soon.


READ ALSO:
Part 1 - UMNO Presidency
Part 3 - Vice Presidency
Part 4 - UMNO Youth
Part 5 - Wanita UMNO
Part 6 - Puteri UMNO
Part 7 - Perkara-perkara berbangkit and conclusion

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Friday, November 14, 2008

transition (1): The Presidency

I don't really want to write another entry on Malaysian politics because it's largely stupid and pointless. Never boring, but pointless, because it's all about of grown-ups often misplacing their brains somewhere (in Taiwan maybe?) and make inane statements in the mainstream media. But it looks like the headlines in the local broadsheets and tabloids are going to be dominated by UMNO politics for a while yet, so I thought I might as well write something.

First off: what NOT to expect.
  1. Don't expect open debates on issues that the rakyat/constituents are concerned about. It will all cloak-and-dagger stuff and very de cape et d'epee. The primary aim is, of course, preservation of power and has nothing to do with "memperjuangkan kepentingan agama, bangsa dan negara."
  2. Don't expect Obama-esque candidates who will not only mesmerise us with powerful rhetorics and oratory skills. Some candidates will probably try to copy His Barackness, but none will have his charisma and/or intellect and none can/will carry a consistent, meanigful message.
Political columnist Karim Raslan wrote in The Star daily that many leaders proffered by UMNO lacked national standing and competence. He added, "Having seen a leader of Obama's calibre, Malaysians shouldn't have to make do with the provincial and second-rate."

Unfortunately, we'll have to make do with the provincial and second-rate for a while yet.

Back to the Pemilihan UMNO, we already know who the President-elect is. It looks like Datuk Seri Najib will assume the throne in March 2009. Najib's rise is said to be inevitable because he's got the right name and the right pedigree (in UMNO, lineage somehow plays an important role). But in the final analysis, his ascend is also a reflection of how rubbish other contenders are. I mean, the best alternative the party can offer is Ku Li, and he never really had a chance. When Ku Li first announced his candidacy, the words like 'snowflake' and 'hell' did cross my mind.

It's true that 4 months is a very long time in politics and anything can happen. I'm pretty sure his enemies are planning something as we speak, but barring any monumental cock-up on his part (the Pemilihan is his to lose, really), Najib will become UMNO President and the 6th Prime Minister of Malaysia.

TO BE CONTINUED:
Part 2 - Deputy Presidency
Part 3 - Vice Presidency
Part 4 - UMNO Youth
Part 5 - Wanita UMNO
Part 6 - Puteri UMNO
Part 7 - Perkara-perkara berbangkit and conclusion

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Thursday, November 13, 2008

a slice of Gibran (18): friendship

And a youth said, "Speak to us of Friendship."

Your friend is your needs answered.
He is your field which you sow with love and reap with thanksgiving.
And he is your board and your fireside.
For you come to him with your hunger, and you seek him for peace.
When your friend speaks his mind you fear not the "nay" in your own mind, nor do you withhold the "ay."
And when he is silent your heart ceases not to listen to his heart;
For without words, in friendship, all thoughts, all desires, all expectations are born and shared, with joy that is unacclaimed.

When you part from your friend, you grieve not;
For that which you love most in him may be clearer in his absence, as the mountain to the climber is clearer from the plain.
And let there be no purpose in friendship save the deepening of the spirit.
For love that seeks aught but the disclosure of its own mystery is not love but a net cast forth: and only the unprofitable is caught.

And let your best be for your friend.
If he must know the ebb of your tide, let him know its flood also.
For what is your friend that you should seek him with hours to kill?
Seek him always with hours to live.
For it is his to fill your need, but not your emptiness.

And in the sweetness of friendship let there be laughter, and sharing of pleasures.
For in the dew of little things the heart finds its morning and is refreshed.

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Wednesday, November 12, 2008

tutup kedai (part 1)

I have decided to shut down this blog at the end of November 2008.

It started with my own personal space and it eventually became an excuse for )#($&)_$*@@ people to harass me and make my life miserable. I've tried to remain calm about the whole thing but it has come to a point where I just can't stomach it anymore.

I've said many times before that people shouldn't confuse kindness for weakness, so they really shouldn't be pissing all over the place. I'm sick of it, but at the moment I'll hold on to my aces for a while yet. But please don't make me release the documentation into the public domain.

This blog will remain online until further notice but there will be no updates. I want to clear the deck, get rid of the clusters in life and get on with my life. There will probably a closing entry by month-end and that'll be it.

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Tuesday, November 11, 2008

rubbish TVC

Is it just me or the recent PETRONAS Hari Raya and Deepavali TV commercials are rubbish?

Weak plots, substandard storyline and I haven't got a clue what the real message was. For so long they were the benchmark for local TVC. But lately the standard is slipping faster than you can say "George Bush" and the TVCs looked sloppy.

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Monday, November 10, 2008

a slice of Gibran (6): work

Then a ploughman said, "Speak to us of Work."

And he answered, saying:
You work that you may keep pace with the earth and the soul of the earth.
For to be idle is to become a stranger unto the seasons, and to step out of life's procession, that marches in majesty and proud submission towards the infinite.
When you work you are a flute through whose heart the whispering of the hours turns to music.
Which of you would be a reed, dumb and silent, when all else sings together in unison?
Always you have been told that work is a curse and labour a misfortune.

But I say to you that when you work you fulfil a part of earth's furthest dream, assigned to you when that dream was born,
And in keeping yourself with labour you are in truth loving life,
And to love life through labour is to be intimate with life's inmost secret.
But if you in your pain call birth an affliction and the support of the flesh a curse written upon your brow, then I answer that naught but the sweat of your brow shall wash away that which is written.

You have been told also life is darkness, and in your weariness you echo what was said by the weary.
And I say that life is indeed darkness save when there is urge,
And all urge is blind save when there is knowledge,
And all knowledge is vain save when there is work,
And all work is empty save when there is love;
And when you work with love you bind yourself to yourself, and to one another, and to God.
And what is it to work with love?
It is to weave the cloth with threads drawn from your heart, even as if your beloved were to wear that cloth.
It is to build a house with affection, even as if your beloved were to dwell in that house.
It is to sow seeds with tenderness and reap the harvest with joy, even as if your beloved were to eat the fruit.
It is to charge all things you fashion with a breath of your own spirit,
And to know that all the blessed dead are standing about you and watching.

Often have I heard you say, as if speaking in sleep, "he who works in marble, and finds the shape of his own soul in the stone, is a nobler than he who ploughs the soil.
And he who seizes the rainbow to lay it on a cloth in the likeness of man, is more than he who makes the sandals for our feet."
But I say, not in sleep but in the over-wakefulness of noontide, that the wind speaks not more sweetly to the giant oaks than to the least of all the blades of grass;
And he alone is great who turns the voice of the wind into a song made sweeter by his own loving.

Work is love made visible.
And if you cannot work with love but only with distaste, it is better that you should leave your work and sit at the gate of the temple and take alms of those who work with joy.
For if you bake bread with indifference, you bake a bitter bread that feeds but half man's hunger.
And if you grudge the crushing of the grapes, your grudge distils a poison in the wine.
And if you sing though as angels, and love not the singing, you muffle man's ears to the voices of the day and the voices of the night.

from The Prophet, Kahlil Gibran

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Friday, November 07, 2008

a slice of Gibran (3): children

And a woman who held a babe against her bosom said, "Speak to us of Children."

And he said:
Your children are not your children.
They are the sons and daughters of Life's longing for itself.
They come through you but not from you,
And though they are with you, yet they belong not to you.
You may give them your love but not your thoughts.
For they have their own thoughts.
You may house their bodies but not their souls,
For their souls dwell in the house of tomorrow,
which you cannot visit, not even in your dreams.

You may strive to be like them, but seek not to make them like you.
For life goes not backward nor tarries with yesterday.
You are the bows from which your children as living arrows are sent forth.
The archer sees the mark upon the path of the infinite, and He bends you with His might that His arrows may go swift and far.
Let your bending in the archer's hand be for gladness;
For even as he loves the arrow that flies, so He loves also the bow that is stable.

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Wednesday, November 05, 2008

obama (5): where it all began

Barack Obama's Inspiring 2004 Democratic Convention Speech.
On July 27, 2004, Barack Obama, then a senatorial candidate from Illinois, delivered an electrifying speech to the 2004 Democratic Convention. As the result of the now-legendary speech, Obama rose to national prominence, and his speech is regarded as one of the great political statements of the 21st century.

OUT OF MANY, ONE
by Barack Obama

Keynote Speech
Democratic National Convention in Boston, Mass.
July 27, 2004

Thank you so much. Thank you so much.

On behalf of the great state of Illinois, crossroads of a nation, Land of Lincoln, let me express my deepest gratitude for the privilege of addressing this convention.

Gratitude for Family Heritage

Tonight is a particular honor for me because — let’s face it — my presence on this stage is pretty unlikely. My father was a foreign student, born and raised in a small village in Kenya. He grew up herding goats, went to school in a tin-roof shack. His father — my grandfather — was a cook, a domestic servant to the British.

But my grandfather had larger dreams for his son. Through hard work and perseverance my father got a scholarship to study in a magical place, America, that shone as a beacon of freedom and opportunity to so many who had come before.

While studying here, my father met my mother. She was born in a town on the other side of the world, in Kansas. Her father worked on oil rigs and farms through most of the Depression. The day after Pearl Harbor my grandfather signed up for duty; joined Patton’s army, marched across Europe.

Back home, my grandmother raised their baby and went to work on a bomber assembly line. After the war, they studied on the G.I. Bill, bought a house through F.H.A., and later moved west all the way to Hawaii in search of opportunity.

And they, too, had big dreams for their daughter. A common dream, born of two continents.

My parents shared not only an improbable love, they shared an abiding faith in the possibilities of this nation. They would give me an African name, Barack, or ”blessed,” believing that in a tolerant America your name is no barrier to success.

They imagined me going to the best schools in the land, even though they weren’t rich, because in a generous America you don’t have to be rich to achieve your potential.

They are both passed away now. And yet, I know that, on this night, they look down on me with great pride.

I stand here today, grateful for the diversity of my heritage, aware that my parents’ dreams live on in my two precious daughters. I stand here knowing that my story is part of the larger American story, that I owe a debt to all of those who came before me, and that, in no other country on earth, is my story even possible.

Tonight, we gather to affirm the greatness of our nation — not because of the height of our skyscrapers, or the power of our military, or the size of our economy.

Greatness of America

Our pride is based on a very simple premise, summed up in a declaration made over two hundred years ago: "We hold these truths to be self-evident, that all men are created equal. That they are endowed by their Creator with certain inalienable rights. That among these are life, liberty and the pursuit of happiness."

That is the true genius of America — a faith in simple dreams, an insistence on small miracles:

  • That we can tuck in our children at night and know that they are fed and clothed and safe from harm.
  • That we can say what we think, write what we think, without hearing a sudden knock on the door.
  • That we can have an idea and start our own business without paying a bribe.
  • That we can participate in the political process without fear of retribution, and that our votes will be counted at least, most of the time.

This year, in this election, we are called to reaffirm our values and our commitments, to hold them against a hard reality and see how we are measuring up, to the legacy of our forbearers, and the promise of future generations.

And fellow Americans, Democrats, Republicans, Independents — I say to you tonight: we have more work to do.

More work to do for the workers I met in Galesburg, Ill., who are losing their union jobs at the Maytag plant that’s moving to Mexico, and now are having to compete with their own children for jobs that pay seven bucks an hour.

More to do for the father that I met who was losing his job and choking back the tears, wondering how he would pay $4,500 a month for the drugs his son needs without the health benefits that he counted on.

More to do for the young woman in East St. Louis, and thousands more like her, who has the grades, has the drive, has the will, but doesn’t have the money to go to college.

Now don’t get me wrong. The people I meet — in small towns and big cities, in diners and office parks — they don’t expect government to solve all their problems. They know they have to work hard to get ahead — and they want to.

Go into the collar counties around Chicago, and people will tell you they don’t want their tax money wasted, by a welfare agency or by the Pentagon.

Go into any inner city neighborhood, and folks will tell you that government alone can’t teach our kids to learn — they know that parents have to teach, that children can’t achieve unless we raise their expectations and turn off the television sets and eradicate the slander that says a black youth with a book is acting white. They know those things.

People don’t expect government to solve all their problems. But they sense, deep in their bones, that with just a slight change in priorities, we can make sure that every child in America has a decent shot at life, and that the doors of opportunity remain open to all.

They know we can do better. And they want that choice.

John Kerry

In this election, we offer that choice. Our Party has chosen a man to lead us who embodies the best this country has to offer. And that man is John Kerry. John Kerry understands the ideals of community, faith, and service because they’ve defined his life.

From his heroic service to Vietnam, to his years as a prosecutor and lieutenant governor, through two decades in the United States Senate, he has devoted himself to this country. Again and again, we’ve seen him make tough choices when easier ones were available.

His values — and his record — affirm what is best in us. John Kerry believes in an America where hard work is rewarded; so instead of offering tax breaks to companies shipping jobs overseas, he offers them to companies creating jobs here at home.

John Kerry believes in an America where all Americans can afford the same health coverage our politicians in Washington have for themselves.

John Kerry believes in energy independence, so we aren’t held hostage to the profits of oil companies, or the sabotage of foreign oil fields.

John Kerry believes in the Constitutional freedoms that have made our country the envy of the world, and he will never sacrifice our basic liberties, nor use faith as a wedge to divide us.

And John Kerry believes that in a dangerous world war must be an option sometimes, but it should never be the first option.

You know, a while back, I met a young man named Seamus in a V.F.W. Hall in East Moline, Ill.. He was a good-looking kid, six two, six three, clear eyed, with an easy smile. He told me he’d joined the Marines, and was heading to Iraq the following week. And as I listened to him explain why he’d enlisted, the absolute faith he had in our country and its leaders, his devotion to duty and service, I thought this young man was all that any of us might hope for in a child.

But then I asked myself: Are we serving Seamus as well as he is serving us?

I thought of the 900 men and women — sons and daughters, husbands and wives, friends and neighbors, who won’t be returning to their own hometowns.

I thought of the families I’ve met who were struggling to get by without a loved one’s full income, or whose loved ones had returned with a limb missing or nerves shattered, but who still lacked long-term health benefits because they were Reservists.

When we send our young men and women into harm’s way, we have a solemn obligation not to fudge the numbers or shade the truth about why they’re going, to care for their families while they’re gone, to tend to the soldiers upon their return, and to never ever go to war without enough troops to win the war, secure the peace, and earn the respect of the world.

Now let me be clear. Let me be clear. We have real enemies in the world. These enemies must be found. They must be pursued — and they must be defeated. John Kerry knows this.

And just as Lieutenant Kerry did not hesitate to risk his life to protect the men who served with him in Vietnam, President Kerry will not hesitate one moment to use our military might to keep America safe and secure.

John Kerry believes in America. And he knows that it’s not enough for just some of us to prosper.

For alongside our famous individualism, there’s another ingredient in the American saga. A belief that we’re all connected as one people.

If there is a child on the south side of Chicago who can’t read, that matters to me, even if it’s not my child.

If there’s a senior citizen somewhere who can’t pay for their prescription drugs, and has to choose between medicine and the rent, that makes my life poorer, even if it’s not my grandparent.

If there’s an Arab American family being rounded up without benefit of an attorney or due process, that threatens my civil liberties.

(Photo of Barack Obama at 2004 Democratic Convention: Spencer Platt/Getty Images)

It is that fundamental belief, it is that fundamental belief, I am my brother’s keeper, I am my sister’s keeper that makes this country work. It’s what allows us to pursue our individual dreams and yet still come together as one American family.

E pluribus unum. Out of many, one.

Now even as we speak, there are those who are preparing to divide us, the spin masters, the negative ad peddlers who embrace the politics of anything goes.

Well, I say to them tonight, there is not a liberal America and a conservative America — there is the United States of America. There is not a Black America and a White America and Latino America and Asian America — there’s the United States of America.

The pundits, the pundits like to slice-and-dice our country into Red States and Blue States; Red States for Republicans, Blue States for Democrats. But I’ve got news for them, too:

We worship an awesome God in the Blue States, and we don’t like federal agents poking around in our libraries in the Red States.

We coach Little League in the Blue States and yes, we’ve got some gay friends in the Red States.

There are patriots who opposed the war in Iraq and there are patriots who supported the war in Iraq.

We Are One People

We are one people, all of us pledging allegiance to the stars and stripes, all of us defending the United States of America. In the end, that’s what this election is about. Do we participate in a politics of cynicism or do we participate in a politics of hope?

John Kerry calls on us to hope. John Edwards calls on us to hope.

I’m not talking about blind optimism here - the almost willful ignorance that thinks unemployment will go away if we just don’t think about it, or the health care crisis will solve itself if we just ignore it. That’s not what I’m talking about. I’m talking about something more substantial.

It’s the hope of slaves sitting around a fire singing freedom songs. The hope of immigrants setting out for distant shores.

The hope of a young naval lieutenant bravely patrolling the Mekong Delta.

The hope of a millworker’s son who dares to defy the odds.

The hope of a skinny kid with a funny name who believes that America has a place for him, too.

Hope in the face of difficulty. Hope in the face of uncertainty. The audacity of hope!

In the end, that is God’s greatest gift to us, the bedrock of this nation. A belief in things not seen. A belief that there are better days ahead.

I believe that we can give our middle class relief and provide working families with a road to opportunity.

I believe we can provide jobs to the jobless, homes to the homeless, and reclaim young people in cities across America from violence and despair.

I believe that we have a righteous wind at our backs and that as we stand on the crossroads of history, we can make the right choices, and meet the challenges that face us.

America! Tonight, if you feel the same energy that I do, if you feel the same urgency that I do, if you feel the same passion I do, if you feel the same hopefulness that I do — if we do what we must do, then I have no doubts that all across the country, from Florida to Oregon, from Washington to Maine, the people will rise up in November, and John Kerry will be sworn in as president, and John Edwards will be sworn in as vice president, and this country will reclaim its promise, and out of this long political darkness a brighter day will come.

Thank you very much everybody. God bless you. Thank you.

Thank you, and God bless America.


Source: http://usliberals.about.com/od/extraordinaryspeeches/a/ObamaSpeech.htm

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Over two weeks ago, we saw the people of Iowa proclaim that our time for change has come. But there were those who doubted this country’s desire for something new – who said Iowa was a fluke not to be repeated again

Well, tonight, the cynics who believed that what began in the snows of Iowa was just an illusion were told a different story by the good people of South Carolina.

After four great contests in every corner of this country, we have the most votes, the most delegates, and the most diverse coalition of Americans we’ve seen in a long, long time.

They are young and old; rich and poor. They are black and white; Latino and Asian. They are Democrats from Des Moines and Independents from Concord; Republicans from rural Nevada and young people across this country who’ve never had a reason to participate until now. And in nine days, nearly half the nation will have the chance to join us in saying that we are tired of business-as-usual in Washington, we are hungry for change, and we are ready to believe again.

But if there’s anything we’ve been reminded of since Iowa, it’s that the kind of change we seek will not come easy. Partly because we have fine candidates in the field – fierce competitors, worthy of respect. And as contentious as this campaign may get, we have to remember that this is a contest for the Democratic nomination, and that all of us share an abiding desire to end the disastrous policies of the current administration

But there are real differences between the candidates. We are looking for more than just a change of party in the White House. We’re looking to fundamentally change the status quo in Washington – a status quo that extends beyond any particular party. And right now, that status quo is fighting back with everything it’s got; with the same old tactics that divide and distract us from solving the problems people face, whether those problems are health care they can’t afford or a mortgage they cannot pay.

So this will not be easy. Make no mistake about what we’re up against.

We are up against the belief that it’s ok for lobbyists to dominate our government – that they are just part of the system in Washington. But we know that the undue influence of lobbyists is part of the problem, and this election is our chance to say that we’re not going to let them stand in our way anymore.

We are up against the conventional thinking that says your ability to lead as President comes from longevity in Washington or proximity to the White House. But we know that real leadership is about candor, and judgment, and the ability to rally Americans from all walks of life around a common purpose – a higher purpose.

We are up against decades of bitter partisanship that cause politicians to demonize their opponents instead of coming together to make college affordable or energy cleaner; it’s the kind of partisanship where you’re not even allowed to say that a Republican had an idea – even if it’s one you never agreed with. That kind of politics is bad for our party, it’s bad for our country, and this is our chance to end it once and for all.

We are up against the idea that it’s acceptable to say anything and do anything to win an election. We know that this is exactly what’s wrong with our politics; this is why people don’t believe what their leaders say anymore; this is why they tune out. And this election is our chance to give the American people a reason to believe again.

And what we’ve seen in these last weeks is that we’re also up against forces that are not the fault of any one campaign, but feed the habits that prevent us from being who we want to be as a nation. It’s the politics that uses religion as a wedge, and patriotism as a bludgeon. A politics that tells us that we have to think, act, and even vote within the confines of the categories that supposedly define us. The assumption that young people are apathetic. The assumption that Republicans won’t cross over. The assumption that the wealthy care nothing for the poor, and that the poor don’t vote. The assumption that African-Americans can’t support the white candidate; whites can’t support the African-American candidate; blacks and Latinos can’t come together.

But we are here tonight to say that this is not the America we believe in. I did not travel around this state over the last year and see a white South Carolina or a black South Carolina. I saw South Carolina. I saw crumbling schools that are stealing the future of black children and white children. I saw shuttered mills and homes for sale that once belonged to Americans from all walks of life, and men and women of every color and creed who serve together, and fight together, and bleed together under the same proud flag. I saw what America is, and I believe in what this country can be.

That is the country I see. That is the country you see. But now it is up to us to help the entire nation embrace this vision. Because in the end, we are not just up against the ingrained and destructive habits of Washington, we are also struggling against our own doubts, our own fears, and our own cynicism. The change we seek has always required great struggle and sacrifice. And so this is a battle in our own hearts and minds about what kind of country we want and how hard we’re willing to work for it.

So let me remind you tonight that change will not be easy. That change will take time. There will be setbacks, and false starts, and sometimes we will make mistakes. But as hard as it may seem, we cannot lose hope. Because there are people all across this country who are counting us; who can’t afford another four years without health care or good schools or decent wages because our leaders couldn’t come together and get it done.

Theirs are the stories and voices we carry on from South Carolina.

The mother who can’t get Medicaid to cover all the needs of her sick child – she needs us to pass a health care plan that cuts costs and makes health care available and affordable for every single American.

The teacher who works another shift at Dunkin Donuts after school just to make ends meet – she needs us to reform our education system so that she gets better pay, and more support, and her students get the resources they need to achieve their dreams.

The Maytag worker who is now competing with his own teenager for a $7-an-hour job at Wal-Mart because the factory he gave his life to shut its doors – he needs us to stop giving tax breaks to companies that ship our jobs overseas and start putting them in the pockets of working Americans who deserve it. And struggling homeowners. And seniors who should retire with dignity and respect.

The woman who told me that she hasn’t been able to breathe since the day her nephew left for Iraq, or the soldier who doesn’t know his child because he’s on his third or fourth tour of duty – they need us to come together and put an end to a war that should’ve never been authorized and never been waged.

The choice in this election is not between regions or religions or genders. It’s not about rich versus poor; young versus old; and it is not about black versus white.

It’s about the past versus the future.

It’s about whether we settle for the same divisions and distractions and drama that passes for politics today, or whether we reach for a politics of common sense, and innovation – a shared sacrifice and shared prosperity.

There are those who will continue to tell us we cannot do this. That we cannot have what we long for. That we are peddling false hopes.

But here’s what I know. I know that when people say we can’t overcome all the big money and influence in Washington, I think of the elderly woman who sent me a contribution the other day – an envelope that had a money order for $3.01 along with a verse of scripture tucked inside. So don’t tell us change isn’t possible.

When I hear the cynical talk that blacks and whites and Latinos can’t join together and work together, I’m reminded of the Latino brothers and sisters I organized with, and stood with, and fought with side by side for jobs and justice on the streets of Chicago. So don’t tell us change can’t happen.

When I hear that we’ll never overcome the racial divide in our politics, I think about that Republican woman who used to work for Strom Thurmond, who’s now devoted to educating inner-city children and who went out onto the streets of South Carolina and knocked on doors for this campaign. Don’t tell me we can’t change.

Yes we can change.

Yes we can heal this nation.

Yes we can seize our future.

And as we leave this state with a new wind at our backs, and take this journey across the country we love with the message we’ve carried from the plains of Iowa to the hills of New Hampshire; from the Nevada desert to the South Carolina coast; the same message we had when we were up and when we were down – that out of many, we are one; that while we breathe, we hope; and where we are met with cynicism, and doubt, and those who tell us that we can’t, we will respond with that timeless creed that sums up the spirit of a people in three simple words:

Yes. We. Can.

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Victory speech:
Here is the full text of Democratic Party presidential candidate Barack Obama's speech in St Paul, Minnesota

Tonight Minnesota, after 54 hard-fought contests, our primary season has finally come to an end.

Sixteen months have passed since we first stood together on the steps of the Old State Capitol in Springfield, Illinois.

Thousands of miles have been travelled. Millions of voices have been heard.

And because of what you said - because you decided that change must come to Washington; because you believed that this year must be different than all the rest; because you chose to listen not to your doubts or your fears but to your greatest hopes and highest aspirations, tonight we mark the end of one historic journey with the beginning of another - a journey that will bring a new and better day to America.

Because of you, tonight, I can stand before you and say that I will be the Democratic nominee for president of the United States of America.

I want to thank all those in Montana and South Dakota who stood up for change today. I want to thank every American who stood with us over the course of this campaign - through the good days and the bad; from the snows of Cedar Rapids to the sunshine of Sioux Falls.

And tonight I also want to thank the men and woman who took this journey with me as fellow candidates for president.

At this defining moment for our nation, we should be proud that our party put forth one of the most talented, qualified field of individuals ever to run for office.

I have not just competed with them as rivals, I have learned from them as friends, as public servants, as patriots who love America and are willing to work tirelessly to make this country better.

They are leaders of this party, and leaders that America will turn to for years to come.

Made history

And that is particularly true for the candidate who has travelled further on this journey than anyone else.

Senator Hillary Clinton has made history in this campaign not just because she's a woman who has done what no woman has done before, but because she is a leader who inspires millions of Americans with her strength, her courage, and her commitment to the causes that brought us here tonight.

I congratulate here on her victory in South Dakota and I congratulate her on the race she has run throughout this contest.

We've certainly had our differences over the last 16 months.

But as someone who's shared a stage with her many times, I can tell you that what gets Hillary Clinton up in the morning - even in the face of tough odds - is exactly what sent her and Bill Clinton to sign up for their first campaign in Texas all those years ago; what sent her to work at the Children's Defense Fund and made her fight for health care as First Lady; what led her to the United States Senate and fuelled her barrier-breaking campaign for the presidency - an unyielding desire to improve the lives of ordinary Americans, no matter how difficult the fight may be.

And you can rest assured that when we finally win the battle for universal health care in this country, and we will win that fight, she will be central to that victory.

When we transform our energy policy and lift our children out of poverty, it will be because she worked to help make it happen.

Our party and our country are better off because of her, and I am a better candidate for having had the honour to compete with Hillary Rodham Clinton.

Inspired a nation

There are those who say that this primary has somehow left us weaker and more divided.

Well I say that because of this primary, there are millions of Americans who have cast their ballot for the very first time.

There are Independents and Republicans who understand that this election isn't just about a change of party in Washington, it's about the need to change Washington.

There are young people, and African-Americans, and Latinos, and women of all ages who have voted in numbers that have broken records and inspired a nation.

All of you chose to support a candidate you believe in deeply.

But at the end of the day, we aren't the reason you came out and waited in lines that stretched block after block to make your voice heard.

You didn't do that because of me or Senator Clinton or anyone else.

You did it because you know in your hearts that at this moment - a moment that will define a generation - we cannot afford to keep doing what we've been doing.

We owe our children a better future. We owe our country a better future.

And for all those who dream of that future tonight, I say - let us begin the work together.

Let us unite in common effort to chart a new course for America.

Republican agenda

In just a few short months, the Republican Party will arrive in St Paul with a very different agenda.

They will come here to nominate John McCain, a man who has served this country heroically.

I honour, we honour, the service of John McCain, and I respect his many accomplishments, even if he chooses to deny mine.

My differences with him are not personal; they are with the policies he has proposed in this campaign.

Because while John McCain can legitimately tout moments of independence from his party in the past, such independence has not been the hallmark of his presidential campaign.

It's not change when John McCain decided to stand with George Bush 95% of the time, as he did in the Senate last year.

It's not change when he offers four more years of Bush economic policies that have failed to create well-paying jobs, or insure our workers, or help Americans afford the skyrocketing cost of college - policies that have lowered the real incomes of the average American family, widened the gap between Wall Street and Main Street, and left our children with a mountain of debt.

It's not change when he promises to continue a policy in Iraq that asks everything of our brave men and women in uniform and nothing of Iraqi politicians - a policy where all we look for are reasons to stay in Iraq, while we spend billions of dollars a month on a war that isn't making the American people any safer.

Foreign policy

So I'll say this - there are many words to describe John McCain's attempt to pass off his embrace of George Bush's policies as bipartisan and new.

But change is not one of them.

Because change is a foreign policy that doesn't begin and end with a war that should've never been authorized and never been waged.

I won't stand here and pretend that there are many good options left in Iraq, but what's not an option is leaving our troops in that country for the next hundred years - especially at a time when our military is overstretched, our nation is isolated, and nearly every other threat to America is being ignored.

We must be as careful getting out of Iraq as we were careless getting in - but start leaving we must.

It's time for Iraqis to take responsibility for their future.

It's time to rebuild our military and give our veterans the care they need and the benefits they deserve when they come home.

It's time to refocus our efforts on al-Qaeda's leadership and Afghanistan, and rally the world against the common threats of the 21st century - terrorism and nuclear weapons; climate change and poverty; genocide and disease.

Understanding struggles

That's what change is.

Change is realising that meeting today's threats requires not just our firepower, but the power of our diplomacy - tough, direct diplomacy where the president of the United States isn't afraid to let any petty dictator know where America stands and what we stand for.

We must once again have the courage and conviction to lead the free world.

That is the legacy of Roosevelt, and Truman, and Kennedy.

That's what the American people demand.

That's what change is.

Change is building an economy that rewards not just wealth, but the work and workers who created it.

It's understanding that the struggles facing working families can't be solved by spending billions of dollars on more tax breaks for big corporations and wealthy CEOs, but by giving a middle-class tax break to those who need it, and investing in our crumbling infrastructure, and transforming how we use energy, and improving our schools, and renewing our commitment to science and innovation.

It's understanding that fiscal responsibility and shared prosperity can go hand-in-hand, as they did when Bill Clinton was president.

John McCain has spent a lot of time talking about trips to Iraq in the last few weeks, but maybe if he spent some time taking trips to the cities and towns that have been hardest hit by this economy - cities in Michigan, and Ohio, and right here in Minnesota - he'd understand the kind of change that people are looking for.

Maybe if he went to Iowa and met the student who works the night shift after a full day of class and still can't pay the medical bills for a sister who's ill, he'd understand that she can't afford four more years of a health care plan that only takes care of the healthy and wealthy.

She needs us to pass health care right now, a plan that guarantees insurance to every American who wants it and brings down premiums for every family who needs it.

That's the change we need.

Our children

Maybe if John McCain went to Pennsylvania and met the man who lost his job but can't even afford the gas to drive around and look for a new one, he'd understand that we can't afford four more years of our addiction to oil from dictators.

That man needs us to pass an energy policy that works with automakers to raise fuel standards, and makes corporations pay for their pollution, and oil companies invest their record profits in a clean energy future - an energy policy that will create millions of new jobs that pay well and can't be outsourced.

That's the change we need.

And maybe if he spent some time in the schools of South Carolina or St Paul, Minnesota, or where he spoke tonight in New Orleans, Louisiana, he'd understand that we can't afford to leave the money behind for No Child Left Behind; that we owe it to our children to invest in early childhood education and recruit an army of new teachers and give them better pay and more support and finally decide that in this global economy, the chance to get a college education should not be a privilege for the wealthy few, but the birthright of every American.

That's the change we need in America.

That's why I'm running for president.

Americans first

The other side will come here in September and offer a very different set of policies and positions, and that is a good thing, that is a debate I look forward to.

It is a debate the American people deserve on the issues that will help determine the future of this country and the future of its children.

But what you don't deserve is another election that's governed by fear, and innuendo, and division.

What you won't hear from this campaign or this party is the kind of politics that uses religion as a wedge, and patriotism as a bludgeon - that sees our opponents not as competitors to challenge, but enemies to demonize.

Because we may call ourselves Democrats and Republicans, but we are Americans first.

We are always Americans first.

Despite what the good Senator from Arizona said tonight, I have seen people of differing views and opinions find common cause many times during my two decades in public life, and I have brought many together myself.

I've walked arm-in-arm with community leaders on the South Side of Chicago and watched tensions fade as black, white, and Latino fought together for good jobs and good schools.

I've sat across the table from law enforcement officials and civil rights advocates to reform a criminal justice system that sent 13 innocent people to death row.

I've worked with friends in the other party to provide more children with health insurance and more working families with a tax break; to curb the spread of nuclear weapons and ensure that the American people know where their tax dollars are being spent; and to reduce the influence of lobbyists who have all too often set the agenda in Washington.

In our country, I have found that this cooperation happens not because we agree on everything, but because behind all the false labels and false divisions and categories that define us; beyond all the petty bickering and point-scoring in Washington, Americans are a decent, generous, compassionate people, united by common challenges and common hopes.

And every so often, there are moments which call on that fundamental goodness to make this country great again.

Our time

So it was for that band of patriots who declared in a Philadelphia hall the formation of a more perfect union; and for all those who gave on the fields of Gettysburg and Antietam their last full measure of devotion to save that same union.

So it was for the Greatest Generation that conquered fear itself, and liberated a continent from tyranny, and made this country home to untold opportunity and prosperity.

So it was for the workers who stood out on the picket lines; the women who shattered glass ceilings; the children who braved a Selma bridge for freedom's cause.

So it has been for every generation that faced down the greatest challenges and the most improbable odds to leave their children a world that's better, and kinder, and more just.

And so it must be for us.

America, this is our moment. This is our time.

Our time to turn the page on the policies of the past. Our time to bring new energy and new ideas to the challenges we face. Our time to offer a new direction for this country that we love.

The journey will be difficult. The road will be long.

I face this challenge with profound humility, and knowledge of my own limitations.

But I also face it with limitless faith in the capacity of the American people.

Because if we are willing to work for it, and fight for it, and believe in it, then I am absolutely certain that generations from now, we will be able to look back and tell our children that this was the moment when we began to provide care for the sick and good jobs to the jobless; this was the moment when the rise of the oceans began to slow and our planet began to heal; this was the moment when we ended a war and secured our nation and restored our image as the last, best hope on Earth.

This was the moment - this was the time - when we came together to remake this great nation so that it may always reflect our very best selves, and our highest ideals.

Thank you, Minnesota, God Bless you, and may God Bless the United States of America.


Story from BBC NEWS:
http://news.bbc.co.uk/go/pr/fr/-/2/hi/americas/7434843.stm
Published: 2008/06/04 02:57:30 GMT

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obama (2): full text of Obama's victory speech

Democrat Barack Obama has become the first African-American to win the White House. Here are his remarks to a huge crowd in his home city of Chicago:

CHANGE HAS COME

If there is anyone out there who still doubts that America is a place where all things are possible; who still wonders if the dream of our founders is alive in our time; who still questions the power of our democracy, tonight is your answer.

It's the answer told by lines that stretched around schools and churches in numbers this nation has never seen; by people who waited three hours and four hours, many for the very first time in their lives, because they believed that this time must be different; that their voices could be that difference.

It's the answer spoken by young and old, rich and poor, Democrat and Republican, black, white, Hispanic, Asian, Native American, gay, straight, disabled and not disabled - Americans who sent a message to the world that we have never been just a collection of individuals or a collection of Red States and Blue States: we are, and always will be, the United States of America.

It's the answer that led those who have been told for so long by so many to be cynical, and fearful, and doubtful of what we can achieve to put their hands on the arc of history and bend it once more toward the hope of a better day.

It's been a long time coming, but tonight, because of what we did on this day, in this election, at this defining moment, change has come to America.

PARTNERS IN THE JOURNEY

A little bit earlier this evening I received an extraordinarily gracious call from Senator McCain. He fought long and hard in this campaign, and he's fought even longer and harder for the country he loves. He has endured sacrifices for America that most of us cannot begin to imagine. We are better off for the service rendered by this brave and selfless leader.

I congratulate him, I congratulate Governor Palin, for all they have achieved, and I look forward to working with them to renew this nation's promise in the months ahead.

I want to thank my partner in this journey, a man who campaigned from his heart and spoke for the men and women he grew up with on the streets of Scranton and rode with on that train home to Delaware, the vice-president-elect of the United States, Joe Biden.

And I would not be standing here tonight without the unyielding support of my best friend for the last 16 years, the rock of our family, the love of my life, the nation's next first lady, Michelle Obama. Sasha and Malia, I love you both more than you can imagine, and you have earned the new puppy that's coming with us to the White House.

And while she's no longer with us, I know my grandmother is watching, along with the family that made me who I am. I miss them tonight, and know that my debt to them is beyond measure. To my sister Maya, my sister Auma, all my other brothers and sisters - thank you so much for all the support you have given me. I am grateful to them.

To my campaign manager David Plouffe, the unsung hero of this campaign, who built the best political campaign in the history of the United States of America. My chief strategist David Axelrod, who has been a partner with me every step of the way, and to the best campaign team ever assembled in the history of politics - you made this happen, and I am forever grateful for what you've sacrificed to get it done.

VICTORY FOR THE PEOPLE

But above all, I will never forget who this victory truly belongs to - it belongs to you.

I was never the likeliest candidate for this office. We didn't start with much money or many endorsements. Our campaign was not hatched in the halls of Washington - it began in the backyards of Des Moines and the living rooms of Concord and the front porches of Charleston.

It was built by working men and women who dug into what little savings they had to give $5 and $10 and $20 to the cause.

It grew strength from the young people who rejected the myth of their generation's apathy; who left their homes and their families for jobs that offered little pay and less sleep; it grew strength from the not-so-young people who braved the bitter cold and scorching heat to knock on the doors of perfect strangers; from the millions of Americans who volunteered, and organised, and proved that more than two centuries later, a government of the people, by the people and for the people has not perished from the Earth.

This is your victory.

THE TASK AHEAD

I know you didn't do this just to win an election and I know you didn't do it for me. You did it because you understand the enormity of the task that lies ahead. For even as we celebrate tonight, we know the challenges that tomorrow will bring are the greatest of our lifetime - two wars, a planet in peril, the worst financial crisis in a century.

Even as we stand here tonight, we know there are brave Americans waking up in the deserts of Iraq and the mountains of Afghanistan to risk their lives for us.

There are mothers and fathers who will lie awake after their children fall asleep and wonder how they'll make the mortgage, or pay their doctor's bills, or save enough for their child's college education. There is new energy to harness and new jobs to be created; new schools to build and threats to meet and alliances to repair.

REMAKING THE NATION The road ahead will be long. Our climb will be steep. We may not get there in one year or even in one term, but America - I have never been more hopeful than I am tonight that we will get there. I promise you - we as a people will get there.

There will be setbacks and false starts. There are many who won't agree with every decision or policy I make as president, and we know that government can't solve every problem. But I will always be honest with you about the challenges we face. I will listen to you, especially when we disagree.

And above all, I will ask you to join in the work of remaking this nation the only way it's been done in America for 221 years - block by block, brick by brick, calloused hand by calloused hand.

ONE NATION, ONE PEOPLE

What began 21 months ago in the depths of winter cannot end on this autumn night. This victory alone is not the change we seek - it is only the chance for us to make that change. And that cannot happen if we go back to the way things were. It cannot happen without you, without a new spirit of service, a new spirit of sacrifice.

So let us summon a new spirit of patriotism; of service and responsibility where each of us resolves to pitch in and work harder and look after not only ourselves, but each other. Let us remember that if this financial crisis taught us anything, it's that we cannot have a thriving Wall Street while Main Street suffers - in this country, we rise or fall as one nation; as one people.

Let us resist the temptation to fall back on the same partisanship and pettiness and immaturity that has poisoned our politics for so long. Let us remember that it was a man from this state who first carried the banner of the Republican Party to the White House - a party founded on the values of self-reliance, individual liberty, and national unity.

Those are values that we all share, and while the Democratic Party has won a great victory tonight, we do so with a measure of humility and determination to heal the divides that have held back our progress. As Lincoln said to a nation far more divided than ours: "We are not enemies, but friends… though passion may have strained it must not break our bonds of affection."

And to those Americans whose support I have yet to earn - I may not have won your vote tonight, but I hear your voices, I need your help, and I will be your president too.

AMERICA IN THE WORLD

And to all those watching tonight from beyond our shores, from parliaments and palaces to those who are huddled around radios in the forgotten corners of the world - our stories are singular, but our destiny is shared, and a new dawn of American leadership is at hand.

To those who would tear the world down - we will defeat you. To those who seek peace and security - we support you.

And to all those who have wondered if America's beacon still burns as bright - tonight we proved once more that the true strength of our nation comes not from the might of our arms or the scale of our wealth, but from the enduring power of our ideals: democracy, liberty, opportunity and unyielding hope.

For that is the true genius of America - that America can change. Our union can be perfected. And what we have already achieved gives us hope for what we can and must achieve tomorrow.

A HISTORY OF STRUGGLE

This election had many firsts and many stories that will be told for generations. But one that's on my mind tonight is about a woman who cast her ballot in Atlanta. She's a lot like the millions of others who stood in line to make their voice heard in this election except for one thing - Ann Nixon Cooper is 106 years old.

She was born just a generation past slavery; a time when there were no cars on the road or planes in the sky; when someone like her couldn't vote for two reasons - because she was a woman and because of the colour of her skin.

And tonight, I think about all that she's seen throughout her century in America - the heartache and the hope; the struggle and the progress; the times we were told that we can't, and the people who pressed on with that American creed: Yes, we can.

At a time when women's voices were silenced and their hopes dismissed, she lived to see them stand up and speak out and reach for the ballot. Yes, we can.

When there was despair in the dust bowl and depression across the land, she saw a nation conquer fear itself with a New Deal, new jobs and a new sense of common purpose. Yes, we can.

When the bombs fell on our harbour and tyranny threatened the world, she was there to witness a generation rise to greatness and a democracy was saved. Yes, we can.

She was there for the buses in Montgomery, the hoses in Birmingham, a bridge in Selma, and a preacher from Atlanta who told a people that "we shall overcome". Yes, we can.

A man touched down on the Moon, a wall came down in Berlin, a world was connected by our own science and imagination. And this year, in this election, she touched her finger to a screen, and cast her vote, because after 106 years in America, through the best of times and the darkest of hours, she knows how America can change. Yes, we can.

THIS IS OUR MOMENT

America, we have come so far. We have seen so much. But there is so much more to do. So tonight, let us ask ourselves - if our children should live to see the next century; if my daughters should be so lucky to live as long as Ann Nixon Cooper, what change will they see? What progress will we have made?

This is our chance to answer that call. This is our moment.

This is our time - to put our people back to work and open doors of opportunity for our kids; to restore prosperity and promote the cause of peace; to reclaim the American dream and reaffirm that fundamental truth - that out of many, we are one; that while we breathe, we hope, and where we are met with cynicism and doubt, and those who tell us that we can't, we will respond with that timeless creed that sums up the spirit of a people: yes, we can.

Thank you, God bless you, and may God bless the United States of America.


Story from BBC NEWS:
http://news.bbc.co.uk/go/pr/fr/-/2/hi/americas/us_elections_2008/7710038.stm
Published: 2008/11/05 07:02:28 GMT

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obama (1)

An excerpt of Obama's victory speech:

"And to all those watching tonight from beyond our shores, from parliaments and palaces to those who are huddled around radios in the forgotten corners of the world - our stories are singular, but our destiny is shared, and a new dawn of American leadership is at hand.

To those who would tear the world down - we will defeat you. To those who seek peace and security - we support you.

And to all those who have wondered if America's beacon still burns as bright - tonight we proved once more that the true strength of our nation comes not from the might of our arms or the scale of our wealth, but from the enduring power of our ideals: democracy, liberty, opportunity and unyielding hope.

For that is the true genius of America - that America can change. Our union can be perfected. And what we have already achieved gives us hope for what we can and must achieve tomorrow."

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Tuesday, October 28, 2008

a slice of Gibran (1): love

Then said Almitra, "Speak to us of Love."

And he raised his head and looked upon the people, and there fell a stillness upon them.
And with a great voice he said:

When love beckons to you follow him,
Though his ways are hard and steep.
And when his wings enfold you yield to him,
Though the sword hidden among his pinions may wound you.

And when he speaks to you believe in him,
Though his voice may shatter your dreams as the north wind lays waste the garden.
For even as love crowns you so shall he crucify you.
Even as he is for your growth so is he for your pruning.
Even as he ascends to your height and caresses your tenderest branches that quiver in the sun,
So shall he descend to your roots and shake them in their clinging to the earth.
Like sheaves of corn he gathers you unto himself.
He threshes you to make you naked.
He sifts you to free you from your husks.
He grinds you to whiteness.
He kneads you until you are pliant;
And then he assigns you to his sacred fire, that you may become sacred bread for God's sacred feast.

All these things shall love do unto you that you may know the secrets of your heart,
and in that knowledge become a fragment of Life's heart.
But if in your fear you would seek only love's peace and love's pleasure,
Then it is better for you that you cover your nakedness and pass out of love's threshing-floor,
Into the seasonless world where you shall laugh, but not all of your laughter,
and weep, but not all of your tears.

Love gives naught but itself and takes naught but from itself.
Love possesses not nor would it be possessed;
For love is sufficient unto love.
When you love you should not say, "God is in my heart,"
but rather, I am in the heart of God."

And think not you can direct the course of love,
if it finds you worthy, directs your course.
Love has no other desire but to fulfil itself.
But if you love and must needs have desires, let these be your desires:
To melt and be like a running brook that sings its melody to the night.
To know the pain of too much tenderness.
To be wounded by your own understanding of love;
And to bleed willingly and joyfully.
To wake at dawn with a winged heart and give thanks for another day of loving;
To rest at the noon hour and meditate love's ecstasy;
To return home at eventide with gratitude;
And then to sleep with a prayer for the beloved in your heart
and a song of praise upon your lips.

from Kahlil Gibran's The Prophet

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Monday, October 27, 2008

moleskine, schmoleskine

I actually like Moleskine® (or rather, its cheaper version that you can find relatively easily) and I think it's mainly because I quite like scribbling stuff and doodling (it's all I do in all the long meetings at the workplace). And I think it's great that a lot of people are into it at the moment.

What I don't like about the whole Moleskine® scene is the fact that some people look at it as some kind of status symbol.

I find it a little off-putting because I don't think it should be about Moleskine® for its own sake or about the hefty price tag (in Malaysia, at least) or the romantic idea of Picasso, Hemingway and Van Gogh. It should not be an Indiana Jones thing or about looking cool. And it certainly shouldn't be about thinking that you're better than others.

I think it really should be more about the content of your Moleskine® rather than Moleskine® per se. I tend to think of Moleskine® more as a concept or an idea (regardless of the actual brand you use, although I suppose it's more authentic when you use the real, real thing.) It's about what you write, how you write it, how you weave words into stories, and how you tell them so that they become time markers. It's about what you remember and learn when you re-read the whole thing again one day.

Then only it's about the romance of writing and sketching.
Just like Picasso. Just like Hemingway. Just like Van Gogh.
Then only you might actually be looked upon as cool.
Then only you might think of yourself as the modern-day Indiana Jones.
Then only it's worth the hefty price tag.
Then only it's properly a Moleskine®.
Then only you might entertain the idea that maybe - just maybe - you are better than others.

No, I don't have one.
At least not yet.

Further reading, click here.

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Sunday, October 26, 2008

a spot of Rumi (4)

Ya adik-adik, kita kembali lagi ke halaman 'Mari Membaca Puisi' yang dikendalikan oleh Abang Kimster.

Untuk kali ini, Abang
Kimster akan membacakan puisi yang lahir daripada ilham penyair Rumi atau nama penuhnya Mawlānā Jalāl ad-Dīn Muḥammad Balkhī (مولانا جلال الدین محمد بلخى). Beliau yang lebih dikenali oleh masyarakat Barat sebagai Jalāl ad-Dīn Muḥammad Rūmī (جلال‌الدین محمد رومی), ialah merupakan penyair Parsi yang mahsyur dalam abad ke 13.

The fire of Love cooks us to perfection.
Every night it drags us to the tavern.
It makes us sit with the drunkards there,
Where we're safe from the eyes of outsiders.

from SAY NOTHING: Poems of Jalal al-Din Rumi in Persian and English
Iraj Anwar & Anne Twitty
Published by Morning Light Press, 2008

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Monday, October 20, 2008

tok guru

This one came through the bathroom window:

The poverty of riches and the riches of poverty
Friday, 17 October 2008 12:18
by Farish A Noor

As an aside to the academic work I normally do, last week I was given the opportunity to meet with Tuan Guru Nik Aziz Nik Mat, the Spiritual Leader (Murshidul Am) of the Malaysian Islamic Party PAS at his office in northern Malaysia.

Despite the frail health of the man and his taxing schedule, we managed to pack in close to two hours worth of interview on tape and this will now be my headache for the next week as all of this information has to be transcribed for publication purposes.

One thing, however, struck me somewhere during the second half of our meeting. I remarked to the Ulama that his home was suprisingly similar to that of Ho Chi Minh's in Hanoi, Vietnam, and that both he and the revered 'Uncle Ho' chose to give up their stately government mansions to live in humble wooden houses. I also remarked to him that he was using the same cheap, plastic BIC ballpoint pen that I had seen him use when we first met in 1999. This occassioned a laugh and a smile from him, but it struck us both that these observations were far from pedestrian.

The truth is that for both revolutionary Islamic and Communist movements alike the world over, the democratic impetus and the drive for revolutionary politics was accompanied by a strong sense of disdain for worldliness, and a respect for a spartan way of life. Whatever you may say about Ho Chi Minh, one thing you could never accuse him of was corruption and the easy life. The same applies to Nik Aziz as the spiritual leader of the Islamic party of Malaysia.

The same however cannot be said of the secular modernising elites of so many post colonial societies that rather quickly got used to the comfy life of the former colonial masters they condemned and demonised, so what gives?

As someone who studies the various modes of religio-political behaviour in the Muslim, Christian, Hindu and Buddhist worlds respectively, I am left with the rather simple conclusion that the 'moral economy of the peasant' that was talked about in the 1970s is as relevant now as it was then. With the global economy in a tailspin and many an Asian economy precariously
hanging in the balance, we already see the repeat of the mistakes of the past. The list of errors and complains sound surprisingly (or perhaps not surprisingly) similar to those that came to the fore during the Asian crisis of 1998: indiscriminate credit expansion, contracts given to government contractors or those close to power, etc.

Time will tell whether this imminent global recession will see political heads roll as it did in 1998, when public protests brought down the governments of Thailand, South Korea and Indonesia, and rocked the political foundations of Malaysia too. Then, it was apparent that the economic crisis was as much a political one as it was financial, due to the murky dealings of political fixers and the unfettered role of political parties and elites in so many asian countries.

If this were to happen though, the credibility of religio-political leaders like Tuan Guru Nik Aziz will remain intact, for the man himself has nothing to lose in the first place. Nik Aziz, above all, understands the meaning of the poverty of riches and the riches of poverty. His wealth lies in his cultural capital as a pious man whose hands are clean. And in any case he has no luxury items to give up: After all, he still uses the same plastic BIC pen today that he used ten years ago!

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Blog reader Zack adds:
Nik Aziz was once ask why he did not press the BIC ballpoint pen hard on to the paper when signing documents. His simple answer was that it was to save ink! This man is a rare breed and one in a million.

I will let blog-reader Karma have the final say:
A great man, he is. Tok Guru reminds me of Gandhi. Both have spiritual strength and it is this strength that has coloured their personalities. Gandhi left no material wealth when he died, but he left spiritual wealth to the people of this world. Tok Guru would always remind us of the importance of spiritual values rather than forms in life. He believes in moderation. He also believes in simplicity.

His soft spot for all races and religions is because of his spiritual richness. When a person is spiritually strong, he will not waver when it comes to principles in life. Friendship to him is genuine. To forgive for him is divine. Hopefully, with his spiritual strength, Malaysians would be guided to the right path.

I remember in one of his religious talks he said, "Every Malaysian and every human being has the right to live peacefully in this world. Hate not each other, but help each other. Don't make greed a way of life, as this will lead to selfishness. We are all children of God, seek in us the similarities and not the differences and this will lead us to a true bond among all. It is only when your heart is spiritually cleansed would you appreciate the beauty of creation and discover the truth.

"This is only a temporary world, remember. No one will live forever, strong or weak. So, nurture in you pleasantness to achieve the best in life. Rich or poor, you will one day leave this world. So, be kind to all when you are in this world."

Residence of Nik Aziz, click here.

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Sunday, October 19, 2008

Mashin Burastar!!!

Todoroku raimei arashi wo tsuite
Yuke (yuke!) yuke yuke (yuke!) BLOCKER FOUR
Kitazo MOGURU jigoku no taigun
Mamore bokura no machi to umi wo
Moeru sigi no EREPAS komete
Ima da ATTACK engetsu kaiten
Kudaite miseruze aku no kiba
BLOCKER Gundan MACHINE BLASTER!!!


*he he*
read more here.

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Saturday, October 18, 2008

live

"the wise man is astonished by anything."
Andre Gide, French author and critic (1869-1951)

Ahh, to go back to the wide-eyed, carefree days, where you approach everything with child-like enthusiasm and reckless abandon.

Personally, I try to keep a little bit of that in the way I do my work every day. The results? Well, you have to ask my Boss :)

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Friday, October 17, 2008

tidur


Rasulullah berpesan kepada Aisyah r.a.:
"Ya Aisyah, jangan engkau tidur sebelum melakukan empat perkara, iaitu:
  1. Sebelum khatam Al Qur'an.
  2. Sebelum membuat para Nabi memberimu syafaat di hari akhir.
  3. Sebelum para muslim meredhai kamu.
  4. Sebelum kau laksanakan haji dan umrah."
Bertanya Aisyah: "Ya Rasulullah, bagaimana aku dapat melaksanakan empat perkara seketika?"

Rasulullah tersenyum dan bersabda, "Jika engkau tidur bacalah :
  1. Al Ikhlas tiga kali - seakan-akan kau mengkhatamkan Al Qur'an.
  2. Selawat untukku dan para nabi sebelum aku,maka kami semua akan memberi syafaat di hari kiamat.
  3. Istighfar untuk para muslimin maka mereka akan meredhai kamu.
  4. Perbanyaklah bertasbih,bertahmid,bertahlil,bertakbir maka seakan-akan kamu telah melaksanakan ibadah haji dan umrah."

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Thursday, October 16, 2008

words

Whenever I attend a meeting/workshop/seminar dan aktiviti-aktiviti yang sewaktu dengannya, I always wonder who will be the first to say one of my favourite non-word: IRREGARDLESS.

You know, as in "we need to continue to operate in the Middle East irregardless of the challenges in getting new businesses from the authorities."

I don't mind 'regardless' or 'irrespective', but please, please, please do not use 'irregardless.' Pening kepala setiap kali saya mendengar perkataan tersebut.

Amazingly enough, there's a wikipedia entry of the word which you can find here.

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Wednesday, October 15, 2008

a spot of Rumi (3)

Walking on your path turned me into wine.
Consumed by your love, I became immaterial.
No food by day, no sleep at night,
being your friend, I become my own enemy.


from SAY NOTHING: Poems of Jalal al-Din Rumi in Persian and English
Iraj Anwar & Anne Twitty
Published by Morning Light Press, 2008

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Programme for today:
(1) L/ship meeting on direction setting/re-defining roles of team
(2) EPSU Open House (*must attend and catch up with old mates*)
(3) Complete data entry
(4) Review all draft reports
(5) Re-consider work loading/distribution
(6) Meeting with vendor (*must give the bugger a hard time*)

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Monday, October 13, 2008

piano

I love sending Erja to her piano class in Ampang on Saturdays. I don't even mind the traffic congestion on MRR2 because it means more time for us to talk about things. Erja would talk about anything and everything and she would ask questions.

Soon enough she'll grow up and I will miss these magical days.

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Saturday, October 11, 2008

proton

Proton (the local car assembler) says that the time is right to strike a strategic partnership with a foreign partner, according to The Star today (Saturday, 11 Octobr 2008, page B1). Malaysia Boleh!

Not too long ago Proton was being courted by Volkswagen but Proton felt it could be successful on its own. After months of negotiations and protracted on-again-off-again talks, Proton kicked VW into touch, sending the Germans home with their tails between their legs. Malaysia Boleh!

Now that Proton is finally interested in a strategic partnership with a foreign partner, of course all the big names will be queuing at Proton's Shah Alam Headquarters. Proton agreeing to a foreign partner is indeed a landmark event because before this they didn't really need/want greedy foreigners to come in. After all, Proton designs its own fleet of cars (you should try the fabulous Waja model), builds its own engine (the all-powerful Campro) and markets its cars globally. Malaysia Boleh!

The fact that Proton jettisoned VW and made them Germans look like a bunch idiots is irrelevant. Proton was labelled 'unprofessional' in the aftermath of the VW negotiation, but that is just stories spread by sore losers and foreigners who are just jealous of our success. Malaysia Boleh!

According to Proton CEO, the turmoil afflicting car majors globally would give Proton a leg up in any discussion: "It puts us in a position to give them a much better value. We have the capacity and the platforms and we have a value to contribute and they can tap our lower cost of production."

As you can see, Proton is sitting pretty and appears to have all the right cards should it enter into a negotiation. The car industry is awash with money at the moment and potential suitors will be flocking to see Proton, all down on their knees, begging to become the partner of choice.

Don't believe the business papers which are saying that the global economy is currently experiencing a massive credit crunch. Among other things, they argued that:

(1) No one will want to buy Proton because buying the national car maker/assembler will mean borrowing money. Obviously, no one in the right mind will buy using cash unless you are buying MV Augusta in 2006 from Proton. * The current credit crunch makes borrowing very expensive, assuming you can get a line of credit in the first place.

(2) Proton not in best shape because as the inflation/stagflation/recession hits us, the price of everything goes up, car sales will go down and Proton will continue to operate the biggest car park in Malaysia. The company will be forced to curtail its production or risk bleeding even more cash.

(3) Proton's capacity is not necessarily attractive to would-be partners because excess capacity is the last thing that anyone wants at the moment.

I think the above arguments are bollocks, and I will now tell you why.

I have a dream that Proton will survive the global meltdown.
I have a dream that Proton will become the greatest car maker in the world.
I have a dream that soon enough the automotive executives from Detroit to Munich to Stuttgart to the Land of the Rising Sun will yield to our technological prowess and they will come to learn from us.
I have a dream that every car on God's earth will be powered by Campro engine.
I have a dream that Malaysians will no longer pay an inflated price for their Waja's.

And I will, of course, continue to dream.
Malaysia Boleh!!!

* MV Augusta went on Aidilfitri Sale for 1. It was originally bought in 2004 for 70 million, so the sale gave Proton a tidy profit of £40 gazillion.

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Popular Bollywood actor Shah Rukh Khan is among 77 people to be conferred the Darjah Mulia Seri Melaka (DMSM), which carries the title 'Datuk', in conjunction with the 70th birthday of Yang di-Pertua Negri Tun Mohd Khalil Yaakob today.
(The Star, Saturday 11 October 2008, page N23)

This is excellent. We all know that our darjah kebesaran and Datukship will never be cheapened by us giving it away to blood-sucking business people, dodgy politicians or known criminals. We only confer such honour to people who have made a proper contribution to the nation or state (whichever the case may be).

Indeed, it is heartening to see that the Yang di-Pertua Negri has seen it fit to award the Datukship to His Bollyness Shah Rukh Khan. I hope no one will protest this because we all know about Shah Rukh Khan's massive contribution to the development of the state of Melaka and possibly Malaysia as well. I hope this will inspire the people of Melaka and the rest of the Malaysian rakyat to work hard and contribute to the nation, especially during the current financial firestorm which is affecting the world.

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